Its An “A”

My 12th grade results are out…

Alhumdulillah its 82%..

Yaaaaaayyyy!! Am so happy!!

My Work 2

This poem is Dedicated to my BESTEST friend Laxmi. We have been together since class 3 and now its almost 10 years since we are together. We are totally opposite. Have different opinions about anything and everything. But still we are together. At school we were taken as example of what friends should be. A lot of people tried to make differences between us. We have been there for each other for the worst times of our lives as well as for the Best times. Even now she will be the first person I’ll go to if I have any problem and its the same with her. I’ll always pray that we live like this forever and ever. Ameen

DEAREST FRIEND :

Somehow I knew you were the one,
finding you is the prize I won

Years have passed and you are still here
all my crap only you can hear.

Days were there when I was in tears,
you held me tight and chased away my fears.

You will always remain in my heart,
even if we are miles apart

We have been together for over a decade
I hope that this love would never fade

We laughed together and cried together
may we live like this forever

May our friendship last forever
and may we never part from each other..

With all My love..

-Mariya

I Am BORED….

That should be me in the picture above. God I am  BORED like HELL.The holidays have just started and I already feel like I have been home since a YEAR! And my college doesnt start till the end of JUNE. Man this is so bad I tell you. Am not doing anything else apart from helping mum in the kitchen [sometimes], sleeping atleast 12-15 hours a day,reading novels [ just finished Sophie Kinsella's : Remember Me?] its a great book ,chatting away iwth friends on the phone,waking up poeple in the middle of the night just to say : Hello This is MARIYA. Even reading novels is not gving me happiness now. I think I should better go and learn MEHNDI. Its my first and forever love. Will try getting my-self  somehwere they teach Mehndi. And I did college hunting for a couple of days last week and could only find two, out of which one is one is not possible coz its like 1 hr ride form home and the other one is one among the best. Dont know where I might end up. Mass Comm thats what I wanted to do and wil do Inshallah and apart from that may be physiology.  Dad wants me to do B.Com but I dont want to do accounting again. Cant bear numbers for th rest of my life :d

Anyways even after writing this,am BORED. Its so bad and hot here. And I am getting mad at poeple around me. Arghhhhhhhhhhh!!! Please someone help me Please..

Ps: Havent reast The Alchamist till now. Please dont kill me..

My Work…

Lately have been writing things. Came up with Two poems. Dont know how people might react to it. The poems are about the things that has been happening with me in the last few weeks. Both of them are a little sad,but that’s what has been lately.

The third poem is on the way not finding time to sit PEACEFULLY. Have  the last two lines pending ..

So here comes the Poems…

Its Hard To Live Here :

Its hard t live here,

When there is no one to chase away your fears.

Things become worse each passing day,

Don’t understand what people say.

Feel like running away from here,

Where there is no one I can hear.

People cant bear to live together,

As they hate seeing each other.

UNDERSTAND PEOPLE THAT IT WONT DO YOU ANY GOOD…

As the world will come to and end one day,

All of us will turn into hay.

– Mariya Suhail.

Waiting For You…

I sit by the window all day long,

My eyes search for you all day long.

I search for your smile everywhere,

Even when I know I wont find it anywhere.

Each passing day you have made me smile and smile,

And now you seem to go away miles and miles.

All this is happening because of the lies,

Your silence brings tears n my eyes.

You call for a minute and then hand up,

It makes me cry till my eyes swell up.

I caused this trouble between us,

And I promise to clear it for the sake of us.

-Mariya Suhail.

This was written in a span of  3 MINUTES. Was just sitting by the window in a lovely weather and this came up..

Enjoy..

Mariyas!

A Little Of Good & Bad.

The Good

- Exams are done

- I have cleaned my cupboard

-  Have started reading the Quran with the Translation

- Have been learning of the things going to happen in the Hereafter

- Have learned to make Roti’s

- Helped a lot of poeple during exmas [ i never did it before]

- Patience level Increased

- Have been talking SOFTLY to people even if I am real Angry

- Wrote TWO peoms, starting the third one

- Have  learned that Allah [swt] is not happy with people who say ” why  is my life like this?”. He had made this life and we have no right to say anything about it.

- Solved a lot of ^$#^$ Issues for my Friends

- Saw Ranbir Kapoor  teaching me Accounts in my dream

- Solved the fight with someone

- Slept for 10 hours  today

- I am going to be an AUNT soon

- Getting closer to Maryam [younger sister]

The Bad :

- Have a fractured toe

- Cried for 4 days continously because didnt write my Civics exam well

- Had a fight with someone.

- College ends and with it ends all the masti bhare times

- Have been scolded by everyone for not eating properly

- One of my friends was Debarred from the examination hall which means he cannot write that paper for the next 3 years 

- Have lately been neglecting Fajr Prayers

- Have stopped saying people ” Take Care”

-Crying a lot when I dont find solutions for the problems

- Not listening to what mum says

- The passports havent arrived till now

- Dad cant come for a vacation this summer

- Having awful dreams about people around me praying the Janaze ki namaaz

- Seen a lot of BREAK UP’S of my friends

- Avoiding one of my friends since a long time

So, all this was happening in the past few days.

Ps: I forgot to celebrate my blog’s B’day. It Turned  1 on 15th feb

Happy Birthday Bloggy..

Mariyas

AM FREE!!!

Happy Independence Day To ME….!!!

Have done with my 12th grade exams today!!!
And feeling like a bird. Tough I am Already BORED!!! (

All I Am Doing Is…

All I Am Doing Apart From Studying Studying and Studying is…

Listening to these lovely songs…

KHUD YA KHAIR.. [ Billi Barber]

Raaton Raat Tara Koi Chand Ya Sitara Koi
Gire To Utha Lena, O Suniyon Re
Tara Chamkila Hoga Chand Sharmila Hoga
Nath(Nose) Mein Laga Lena) – 2
Zara Si Sawwari Hai Woh
Zara Si Baawri Hai Woh
Woh Surme Ki Tarah Meri
Aankhon Mein Hi Rehti Hai..
Subah Ke Khawab Se Udai Hai
Palkon Ke Neeche Chupai Hai
Mano Na Mano Tum
Sote Sote Khawabon Mein Bhi Khawab Dikhati Hai
Mano Na Mano Tum
Pari Hai Woh Pari Ki Kahaniyan Sunati Hai
(Khuda Ya Kaire, Khuda Ya Kaire) – 2

Raaton Raat Tara Koi Chand Ya Sitara Koi
Gire To Utha Lena, O Suniyon Re
Tara Chamkila Hoga Chand Sharmila Hoga
Nath(Nose) Mein Laga Lena
Tu Hawa Mein Zameen
Tu Jahan Mein Wohin
Jab Ude Mujhe Le Ke Kyon Udti Nahi
Tu Ghata Mein Zameen
Tu Kahin Mein Kahin
Kyon Kabhi Mujhe Le Ke Kyon Barasti Nahi
Zara Sa Sawwara Hai Woh
Zara Sa Bawwara Hai Woh
Woh Surme Ki Tarah Meri
Aankhon Mein Hi Rehti Hai
Subah Ke Khawab Se Udai Hai
Palkon Ke Neeche Chupai Hai
Mano Na Mano Tum
Sote Sote Khawabon Mein Bhi Khawab Dikhati Hai
Mano Na Mano Tum
Pari Hai Woh Pari Ki Kahaniyan Sunati Hai
(Khuda Ya Kaire, Khuda Ya Kaire) – 2

Jab Dannt Mein Ungli Dabaye
Ya Ungli Pe Lat Liptaye
Badal Yeh Nichadta Jaye, Hooo
Kuch Kar Ke Woh Baat Ko Taale
Jab Maathe Pe Woh Bal Dale
Amber Yeh Sukhata Jaye, Hooo
Woh Jab Nakum Kutarti Hai
To Chanda Ghatne Lagta Hai
Woh Pani Per Kadam Rakhe
Sagar Bhi Hat Jata Hai
Subah Ke Khawab Se Udai Hai
Palkon Ke Neeche Chupai Hai
Mano Na Mano Tum
Sote Sote Khawabon Mein Bhi Khawab Dikhati Hai
Mano Na Mano Tum
Pari Hai Woh Pari Ki Kahaniyan Sunati Hai
(Khuda Ya Kaire, Khuda Ya Kaire) – 2

ARZIYAAN.. [Delhi 6]

Arziyaan Sari Mein, Chehre Pe Likh Ke Laaya Hoon
Tumse Kya Mangu Mein, Tum Khud Hi Samjah Lo…
Ya Maula…, Maula Maula Maula Mere Maula
(Maula Maula Maula Mere Maula) – 2
(Maula Maula Maula Maula) – 2
Dararein Dararein Bandhein Pe Maula
Maramat Mukdar Ki Kar Do Maula, Mere Maula..
(Tere Dar Pe Jhuka Hoon Meeta Hoon Bana Hoon) – 2
(Marammat Mukdar Ki Kar Doo Maula..) – 2

(Jo Bhi Tere Dar Aaya, Juhkne Jo Sar Aaya
Mastiyan Piye Sabko, Jhoomta Nazar Aaya) – 2
Pyaas Le Ke Aaya Tha, Dariya Woh Bhar Laya
Noor Ki Barish Mein Beeghta Sa Tar Aaya
Noor Ki Barish Mein.. Ooo
Noor Ki Barish Mein, Beeghta Sa Tar Aaya
(Maula Maula Maula Mere Maula) – 2
(Maula Maula Maula Maula) – 2
Dararein Dararein Maathe Pe Maula
Maramat Mukdar Ki Kar Do Maula, Mere Maula..
(Jo Bhi Tere Dar Aaya, Jhukne Jo Sar Aaya
Mastiyan Piye Sabko, Jhoomta Nazar Aaya) – 2

(O Ek Khusbu Aati Thi) – 2
Mein Bhatakta Jata Tha, Reshmi Si Maya Thi
Aur Mein Takta Jata Tha
(Jab Teri Gali Aaya, Sach Tabhi Nazar Aaya) – 2
Mujhe Mein Woh Khusboo Thi, Jisse Tune Milwaya
Maula Maula Maula Mere Maula
(Maula Maula Maula Maula) – 2
Dararein Dararein Hai Maathe Pe Maula
Maramat Mukdar Ki Kar Do Maula, Mere Maula..

Aaa Aaaa…
Tut Ke Bikharna Mujhko Zarur Aata Hai
Hoo, Tut Ke Bikharna Mujhko Zarur Aata Hai
Varna Ibbadat Wala Ssarur Aata Hai
(Sajde Mein Rehne Do, Abb Kahin Na Jaunga) – 2
Abb Jo Tumne Tukhraya To Sawar Na Paunga
Maula Maula Maula Mere Maula
(Maula Maula Maula Maula) – 2
Dararein Dararein Hai Maathe Pe Maula
Maramat Mukdar Ki Kar Do Maula, Mere Maula..

Sar Utha Ke Mene To Kitni Khwahishe Ki Thi
Kitne Khwaab Dekhe The Kitni Khosishe Ki Thi
Jab Tu Rubaru Aaya…
Jab Tu Rubaru Aaya Nazarein Na Mila Paya
Sar Jhuka Ke Ek Pal Mein… Ooo
Sar Jhuka Ke Ek Pal Mein Mene Kya Nahi Paya
(Maula Maula Maula Mere Maula) – 2
(Maula Maula Maula Maula) – 2
(Maula Maula Maula Mere Maula) – 2, Mere Maula..
(Maula Maula Maula Maula) – 2, Mere Maula..

(Mora Piya Ghar Aaya, Mora Piya Ghar Aaya) – 6
(Maula Maula Maula Mere Maula) – 2
Maula Maula Maula Maula
Mere Maula Maula Maula Maula
Mere Maula Maula Maula Maula, Mere Maula.

REHNA TU [Delhi 6]

Rehna Tu, Hai Jaisa Tu, Thoda Sa Dard Tu, Thoda Sukun
Rehna Tu, Hai Jaisa Tu..
Dheema Dheema Jhonka, Ya Phir Junoon
Thoda Sa Reshma, Tu Humdam Thoda Sa Khurdura
Kabhi Daud Jaye, Ya Lad Jaye, Ya Khushboo Se Bhara
Tujhe Badalna Na Chahoon, Rati Bhar Bhi Sanam
Bina Sajawat Milawat, Na Jyaada Na Hi Kaam
Tuhje Chaahon Jaisa Hai Tu

Mujhe Teree Barish Mein Beegna Hai Ghuljana Hai
Tujhe Chaahon Jaisa Hai Tu
Mujhe Tere Lapat Mein Jalna Rakh Ho Jana Hai
Tu Zakham De Agar, Marham Bhi Aakar Tu Lagaaye
Zakham Mein Bhi Mujhko Pyaar Aaye
Dariya O Dariya, Doobne De Mujhe Dariya
Doobne De Mujhe Dariya
Rehna Tu, Hai Jaisa Tu, Thoda Sa Dard Tu, Thoda Sukun
Rehna Tu, Hai Jaisa Tu..
Dheema Dheema Jhonka, Ya Phir Junoon

(Haath Tham Chalna Ho, To Dono Ke Daye Haath Sang Kaise) – 2
Ek Daaya Hoga, Ek Baaiya Hoga
Thaam Le Haath Yeh Thaam Le, Chalna Hai Sang Tham Le
Rehna Tu, Hai Jaisa Tu, Thoda Sa Dard Tu, Thoda Sukun
Rehna Tu, Hai Jaisa Tu,
Dheema Dheema Jhonka, Ya Phir Junoon
Thoda Sa Reshma, Tu Humdam Thoda Sa Khurdura,
Kabhi Daud Jaye, Ya Lad Jaye, Ya Khushboo Se Bhara
Tujhe Badalna Na Chahoon, Rati Bhar Bhi Sanam
Bina Sajawat Milawat, Na Jyaada Na Hi Kaam
Tujhe Chaahon Jaisa Hai Tu
Mujhe Teri Barish Mein Beegna Hai Ghuljana Hai
Tujhe Chaahon Jaisa Hai Tu
Mujhe Teri Lapat Mein Jalna Rakh Ho Jana Hai

Thanx to Saad Ibrahim for recommending me these songs

Update…

Am so Sowiee…

Am Alive and Arrite Alhumdulillah. But been busy with cleaning up the house after all the visitors are gone. The house looks haunted as there are less people comparatively . Even my younger sister is gone to aunts place for preparations for her boards. So am alone at home all the time as my preparation hols are going on too. The only thing am doing apart from studying a lot is irritating mum and chachi a lot .

Aapa is doing great and is happy at HER home . They are still having the after wedding daawats and all. Poor them.

My Pre- Finals start from 19th feb and end just 5 days before my finals. This year am real afraid of Economics hope I crack it.

Still confused between taking Journalism or Islamic banking. Lot of people wants me to go for Journalism me too want to do that. Lets see what will happen from 4 months from now. ..

And we [as in Mum, Me & the Younger one] are planning to visit dad this year during our summer vacation and perform Umrah Inshallah . Hope everything will happen soon Inshallah.

So thats all for now. Have to get back studying.

Take care…

Mariyas..

My ABCD Cousins

I Louve my ABCD cousins. I dont know why but I seriously Louve them to the CORE . They are so unlike the other Americans I tell you. They are the best of the people we have from America.When we first heard of  aunt J coming for the wedding along with her children[three boys],the first reaction all of us had was ” are they going to be…?”.We were all worried about their Nataks and everything.I mean seriously the first thing that comes to your mind when you expect people from US is are they going to be fine or will they be having millions of things against us INDIANS.

But we were all so wrong Aunt J’s kids turned out to be so not like what we thought.They turned out to be so nice to us,without any nataks of any type . Tough Jabir did a few nataks about the food,Aamir [my drug dealing brother] and Uzair were perect . When I went to pick them at the airport I didnt recognise Aamir for good 2 minutes. I kept staring at him and he was so confused, and after like 2 minutes he finally said Salaamalaikum and after10 seconds I replied Walekumsalaam and half smiled at him.We came home and all the time during the drive I tried very hard to speak to anyone of them,but it was so hard to ask them anything the only thing I could ask them was about their school.

So this was the first meeting with our one lot of the ABCD cousins.The other lot arrived the same day afetr 2 hours.All the thime the 3 brothers were busy in their games which I later learned was very interesting. The three brothers behaved so odd for the first few hours,but later they were so good to all of us.So,the other lot arrives  and the house at 3 in the morning sounds like it either 3 in the afternoon or 8 in the evening,it was so full of people and there was noise all over the place. The second lot had three children Laila,Raihan[cutie pie] and Aleena[Pyaari Baby]. Raihan kept singing ” golmaal golmaal everything’s gotta be golmaal”,with the dance . He is such a cutie pie man.So,finally everyone went to sleep at like 7 in the morning and everyone got up at 12 in the noon,and from then the fun started at home. .

Laila had to do dance with us and the most difficult part was to ask her to behave girlish,she is so…I dont know how she actually is.So when finally she learnd the dance Me and Maryam had a little victory dance. We had been having fun since 14th dec,hanging outside our home late in the nights,dancing the night away into mornings,having loads of chai and ice-cream,screaming for no good reason,singing out loudly,going our for movies,picnics,having fun during the week of the wedding,going to the historical places,teasing eachother,playing all the small children games,and just being together and getting to know how we feel about each other.

And now as they leave India [ they are all really sad,we have been having the crying sessions since last 3 days],we all feel so lonely,we were all so found of each other company,calling each other by names,linking others with someone else from the family and teasing them all the time. Aamir [my drug dealing brother]was one of the most HELPFUL guys around during the time of wedding. Aunt J and her family left yesterday.Ali uncle and their family is going to leave tomorrow and Dad is going to leave tomorrow too . Its abit sad that all of them leave together.

And so Drug dealing brother[Aamir],Amma paise  dedo brother [Jabir], Ladoo [Laila], Chotu Motu brother [Uzair] ,Cutie Pie [Raihan] and Pyaari Baby [Aleena]. We all  Louve you guys so much,take care all of you and we hope to see you soon Inshallah.

Louve You All…

Your’s Everloving Drugdealing Sister,

Mapi..

10 Things I want To Do Before I Die.

1. Perform Hajj
2.Learn Surah Yaseen By Heart-Perfectly
3.Be A Good Daughter,Sister,Friend
4.Become A Journalist
5.Go On Bungee Jumping
6.Ride A Yellow Yamaha Byke
7.Meet Ranbir Kapoor And Karan Singh Grover
8.Get Myself 10 Pairs Of High Heeled Shoes
9.Go To Australia & Switzerland
10.Wear Saree For A Wedding

And I Tag Miss Specs,SAWJ & Karachiwali