Happy 18 To Me..! 27/05/2009
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As I walk along this trodden path,
which I’ve walked on many times.
I think about the things I’ve done,
which I’ve written about in rhymes.
When I think about years gone by,
and what I’d still just like to do.
I pray to our Lord above,
to grant these things that I pursue.
I may not be as erect anymore,
or walk as fast as I once could.
I think about the times I had
and the ground where I once stood.
I still love to walk along,
that path, my life long trail.
I might have lost my youth
and my body might be frail.
But I keep adding to my story,
another chapter to proclaim.
For everything I’m doing now,
I don’t do it for acclaim.
For I’ve paid my life long dues,
and now its time to play.
Just so long as I remember
to thank God when I pray.
I turned 18 today. Cant believe am so old :d!!
Of Summer,IPL,Cooking,Movies etc… 19/05/2009
Posted by mariyas in Cooking, IPL, Movies, Naniyal, Outings, summer.3 comments
So.. Am back after a long time. Have been busy getting bored at home. The Summer is HORRIBLE. The temperature goes around 50 degrees every day
. And the humidity is worse. It rained on Monday and the weather turned so nice that night and then it became bad the very next morning. Last night too there was nice wind outside,it was horrible during the day but was a little better during the night. This is about the summer here. The heat is increasing each day it gets worst from bad.
The only other entertainment we are having is the Indian Premier League. The only time we dont feel the heat or anything happening around us. All of us are glued to the T.V for 3 hours continously. As last time all of us support the Hyderabad’s team the DECCAN CHARGERS. Last year they were on the bottom of the table and this year they are on the top four since the start of the league.
And I hav been learning cooking and Alhumdulillah doing good there too. Have learnt all the basic hyderabad daily dishes. And chacha is so impressed with my cooking that one day he came when I was in the kicthen and told me ” Tu jis ghar main bhi jaayegi accha naam kamaingi”. My eyes suddenly filled with water. And yesterday He especially asked Chachi to inform me to make tamatar ka saalan.
Have been watching a lot of movies this summer. The old ones ofcourse,coz there arent any new good movies out this summer coz of the IPL. Watched Mughl-e-Azam. Man I love that movie so much. Watched the Raaz 2,Guru,Apharan, Zinda,10 Things I hate about you, Liscence to wed [the zillionth time]. Have been inti the tv soap Miley Jab Hum Tum. We watch that soap for thehandsome Mayank. He’s such a cutie pie. Have been watching a lot of TV this summer [ our good luck]
.
So,after the results have been thinking about colleges and the course I wanted to opt. Dad gave his strict instructions that I shloud take nothing but B.Com [Bachelors of Commerce]. Am not that happy with the course,tough I will be taking the course I wanted to [Mas Comm] as a 2 years certificate course, hich mean extra classes.. Yaaaaayy!! I louve college
. A few fromalities left till I get admitted into one of the best colleges of Hyderabad. St Ann’s. Inshallah everything will be done by wednesday. have to go n collect my certificates from my college.
Right now am at my Khaala’s place been in my Naniyal since 2 weeks. The longest ever after nanima passed away. stayed a week at Mamu’s place and then came to Khaala’s. Enjoying a lot here with all the cousins. Went to some circus lat week it was a BORE. Having fun nights. Sleeping at 3 in the morning and getting up in the afternoon
. Will be going back home in 2 days. My Phuphu arives tomorrow from Rajahstan.
So here’s all the update since the holidays started to now. DOnt know how much bored I will be when I am back home.
Mariyas
Its An “A” 24/04/2009
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My 12th grade results are out…
Alhumdulillah its 82%..
Yaaaaaayyyy!! Am so happy!!
My Work 2 16/04/2009
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This poem is Dedicated to my BESTEST friend Laxmi. We have been together since class 3 and now its almost 10 years since we are together. We are totally opposite. Have different opinions about anything and everything. But still we are together. At school we were taken as example of what friends should be. A lot of people tried to make differences between us. We have been there for each other for the worst times of our lives as well as for the Best times. Even now she will be the first person I’ll go to if I have any problem and its the same with her. I’ll always pray that we live like this forever and ever. Ameen
DEAREST FRIEND :
Somehow I knew you were the one,
finding you is the prize I won
Years have passed and you are still here
all my crap only you can hear.
Days were there when I was in tears,
you held me tight and chased away my fears.
You will always remain in my heart,
even if we are miles apart
We have been together for over a decade
I hope that this love would never fade
We laughed together and cried together
may we live like this forever
May our friendship last forever
and may we never part from each other..
With all My love..
-Mariya
I Am BORED…. 30/03/2009
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That should be me in the picture above. God I am BORED like HELL.The holidays have just started and I already feel like I have been home since a YEAR! And my college doesnt start till the end of JUNE. Man this is so bad I tell you. Am not doing anything else apart from helping mum in the kitchen [sometimes], sleeping atleast 12-15 hours a day,reading novels [ just finished Sophie Kinsella's : Remember Me?] its a great book
,chatting away iwth friends on the phone,waking up poeple in the middle of the night just to say : Hello This is MARIYA. Even reading novels is not gving me happiness now. I think I should better go and learn MEHNDI. Its my first and forever love. Will try getting my-self somehwere they teach Mehndi. And I did college hunting for a couple of days last week and could only find two, out of which one is one is not possible coz its like 1 hr ride form home and the other one is one among the best. Dont know where I might end up. Mass Comm thats what I wanted to do and wil do Inshallah and apart from that may be physiology. Dad wants me to do B.Com but I dont want to do accounting again. Cant bear numbers for th rest of my life :d
Anyways even after writing this,am BORED. Its so bad and hot here. And I am getting mad at poeple around me. Arghhhhhhhhhhh!!! Please someone help me Please..
Ps: Havent reast The Alchamist till now. Please dont kill me..
My Work… 29/03/2009
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Lately have been writing things. Came up with Two poems. Dont know how people might react to it. The poems are about the things that has been happening with me in the last few weeks. Both of them are a little sad,but that’s what has been lately.
The third poem is on the way not finding time to sit PEACEFULLY. Have the last two lines pending
..
So here comes the Poems…
Its Hard To Live Here :
Its hard t live here,
When there is no one to chase away your fears.
Things become worse each passing day,
Don’t understand what people say.
Feel like running away from here,
Where there is no one I can hear.
People cant bear to live together,
As they hate seeing each other.
UNDERSTAND PEOPLE THAT IT WONT DO YOU ANY GOOD…
As the world will come to and end one day,
All of us will turn into hay.
– Mariya Suhail.
Waiting For You…
I sit by the window all day long,
My eyes search for you all day long.
I search for your smile everywhere,
Even when I know I wont find it anywhere.
Each passing day you have made me smile and smile,
And now you seem to go away miles and miles.
All this is happening because of the lies,
Your silence brings tears n my eyes.
You call for a minute and then hand up,
It makes me cry till my eyes swell up.
I caused this trouble between us,
And I promise to clear it for the sake of us.
-Mariya Suhail.
This was written in a span of 3 MINUTES. Was just sitting by the window in a lovely weather and this came up..
Enjoy..
Mariyas!
A Little Of Good & Bad. 20/03/2009
Posted by mariyas in Masti, Ranbir, college, happy, holidays, home, marz, ramdom, worried.5 comments
The Good
- Exams are done
- I have cleaned my cupboard
- Have started reading the Quran with the Translation
- Have been learning of the things going to happen in the Hereafter
- Have learned to make Roti’s
- Helped a lot of poeple during exmas [ i never did it before]
- Patience level Increased
- Have been talking SOFTLY to people even if I am real Angry
- Wrote TWO peoms, starting the third one
- Have learned that Allah [swt] is not happy with people who say ” why is my life like this?”. He had made this life and we have no right to say anything about it.
- Solved a lot of ^$#^$ Issues for my Friends
- Saw Ranbir Kapoor teaching me Accounts in my dream
- Solved the fight with someone
- Slept for 10 hours today
- I am going to be an AUNT soon
- Getting closer to Maryam [younger sister]
The Bad :
- Have a fractured toe
- Cried for 4 days continously because didnt write my Civics exam well
- Had a fight with someone.
- College ends and with it ends all the masti bhare times
- Have been scolded by everyone for not eating properly
- One of my friends was Debarred from the examination hall which means he cannot write that paper for the next 3 years
- Have lately been neglecting Fajr Prayers
- Have stopped saying people ” Take Care”
-Crying a lot when I dont find solutions for the problems
- Not listening to what mum says
- The passports havent arrived till now
- Dad cant come for a vacation this summer
- Having awful dreams about people around me praying the Janaze ki namaaz
- Seen a lot of BREAK UP’S of my friends
- Avoiding one of my friends since a long time
So, all this was happening in the past few days.
Ps: I forgot to celebrate my blog’s B’day. It Turned 1 on 15th feb
Happy Birthday Bloggy..
Mariyas
AM FREE!!! 19/03/2009
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Happy Independence Day To ME….!!!
Have done with my 12th grade exams today!!!
And feeling like a bird. Tough I am Already BORED!!!
(
All I Am Doing Is… 14/02/2009
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All I Am Doing Apart From Studying Studying and Studying is…
Listening to these lovely songs…
KHUD YA KHAIR.. [ Billi Barber]
Raaton Raat Tara Koi Chand Ya Sitara Koi
Gire To Utha Lena, O Suniyon Re
Tara Chamkila Hoga Chand Sharmila Hoga
Nath(Nose) Mein Laga Lena) – 2
Zara Si Sawwari Hai Woh
Zara Si Baawri Hai Woh
Woh Surme Ki Tarah Meri
Aankhon Mein Hi Rehti Hai..
Subah Ke Khawab Se Udai Hai
Palkon Ke Neeche Chupai Hai
Mano Na Mano Tum
Sote Sote Khawabon Mein Bhi Khawab Dikhati Hai
Mano Na Mano Tum
Pari Hai Woh Pari Ki Kahaniyan Sunati Hai
(Khuda Ya Kaire, Khuda Ya Kaire) – 2
Raaton Raat Tara Koi Chand Ya Sitara Koi
Gire To Utha Lena, O Suniyon Re
Tara Chamkila Hoga Chand Sharmila Hoga
Nath(Nose) Mein Laga Lena
Tu Hawa Mein Zameen
Tu Jahan Mein Wohin
Jab Ude Mujhe Le Ke Kyon Udti Nahi
Tu Ghata Mein Zameen
Tu Kahin Mein Kahin
Kyon Kabhi Mujhe Le Ke Kyon Barasti Nahi
Zara Sa Sawwara Hai Woh
Zara Sa Bawwara Hai Woh
Woh Surme Ki Tarah Meri
Aankhon Mein Hi Rehti Hai
Subah Ke Khawab Se Udai Hai
Palkon Ke Neeche Chupai Hai
Mano Na Mano Tum
Sote Sote Khawabon Mein Bhi Khawab Dikhati Hai
Mano Na Mano Tum
Pari Hai Woh Pari Ki Kahaniyan Sunati Hai
(Khuda Ya Kaire, Khuda Ya Kaire) – 2
Jab Dannt Mein Ungli Dabaye
Ya Ungli Pe Lat Liptaye
Badal Yeh Nichadta Jaye, Hooo
Kuch Kar Ke Woh Baat Ko Taale
Jab Maathe Pe Woh Bal Dale
Amber Yeh Sukhata Jaye, Hooo
Woh Jab Nakum Kutarti Hai
To Chanda Ghatne Lagta Hai
Woh Pani Per Kadam Rakhe
Sagar Bhi Hat Jata Hai
Subah Ke Khawab Se Udai Hai
Palkon Ke Neeche Chupai Hai
Mano Na Mano Tum
Sote Sote Khawabon Mein Bhi Khawab Dikhati Hai
Mano Na Mano Tum
Pari Hai Woh Pari Ki Kahaniyan Sunati Hai
(Khuda Ya Kaire, Khuda Ya Kaire) – 2
ARZIYAAN.. [Delhi 6]
Arziyaan Sari Mein, Chehre Pe Likh Ke Laaya Hoon
Tumse Kya Mangu Mein, Tum Khud Hi Samjah Lo…
Ya Maula…, Maula Maula Maula Mere Maula
(Maula Maula Maula Mere Maula) – 2
(Maula Maula Maula Maula) – 2
Dararein Dararein Bandhein Pe Maula
Maramat Mukdar Ki Kar Do Maula, Mere Maula..
(Tere Dar Pe Jhuka Hoon Meeta Hoon Bana Hoon) – 2
(Marammat Mukdar Ki Kar Doo Maula..) – 2
(Jo Bhi Tere Dar Aaya, Juhkne Jo Sar Aaya
Mastiyan Piye Sabko, Jhoomta Nazar Aaya) – 2
Pyaas Le Ke Aaya Tha, Dariya Woh Bhar Laya
Noor Ki Barish Mein Beeghta Sa Tar Aaya
Noor Ki Barish Mein.. Ooo
Noor Ki Barish Mein, Beeghta Sa Tar Aaya
(Maula Maula Maula Mere Maula) – 2
(Maula Maula Maula Maula) – 2
Dararein Dararein Maathe Pe Maula
Maramat Mukdar Ki Kar Do Maula, Mere Maula..
(Jo Bhi Tere Dar Aaya, Jhukne Jo Sar Aaya
Mastiyan Piye Sabko, Jhoomta Nazar Aaya) – 2
(O Ek Khusbu Aati Thi) – 2
Mein Bhatakta Jata Tha, Reshmi Si Maya Thi
Aur Mein Takta Jata Tha
(Jab Teri Gali Aaya, Sach Tabhi Nazar Aaya) – 2
Mujhe Mein Woh Khusboo Thi, Jisse Tune Milwaya
Maula Maula Maula Mere Maula
(Maula Maula Maula Maula) – 2
Dararein Dararein Hai Maathe Pe Maula
Maramat Mukdar Ki Kar Do Maula, Mere Maula..
Aaa Aaaa…
Tut Ke Bikharna Mujhko Zarur Aata Hai
Hoo, Tut Ke Bikharna Mujhko Zarur Aata Hai
Varna Ibbadat Wala Ssarur Aata Hai
(Sajde Mein Rehne Do, Abb Kahin Na Jaunga) – 2
Abb Jo Tumne Tukhraya To Sawar Na Paunga
Maula Maula Maula Mere Maula
(Maula Maula Maula Maula) – 2
Dararein Dararein Hai Maathe Pe Maula
Maramat Mukdar Ki Kar Do Maula, Mere Maula..
Sar Utha Ke Mene To Kitni Khwahishe Ki Thi
Kitne Khwaab Dekhe The Kitni Khosishe Ki Thi
Jab Tu Rubaru Aaya…
Jab Tu Rubaru Aaya Nazarein Na Mila Paya
Sar Jhuka Ke Ek Pal Mein… Ooo
Sar Jhuka Ke Ek Pal Mein Mene Kya Nahi Paya
(Maula Maula Maula Mere Maula) – 2
(Maula Maula Maula Maula) – 2
(Maula Maula Maula Mere Maula) – 2, Mere Maula..
(Maula Maula Maula Maula) – 2, Mere Maula..
(Mora Piya Ghar Aaya, Mora Piya Ghar Aaya) – 6
(Maula Maula Maula Mere Maula) – 2
Maula Maula Maula Maula
Mere Maula Maula Maula Maula
Mere Maula Maula Maula Maula, Mere Maula.
REHNA TU [Delhi 6]
Rehna Tu, Hai Jaisa Tu, Thoda Sa Dard Tu, Thoda Sukun
Rehna Tu, Hai Jaisa Tu..
Dheema Dheema Jhonka, Ya Phir Junoon
Thoda Sa Reshma, Tu Humdam Thoda Sa Khurdura
Kabhi Daud Jaye, Ya Lad Jaye, Ya Khushboo Se Bhara
Tujhe Badalna Na Chahoon, Rati Bhar Bhi Sanam
Bina Sajawat Milawat, Na Jyaada Na Hi Kaam
Tuhje Chaahon Jaisa Hai Tu
Mujhe Teree Barish Mein Beegna Hai Ghuljana Hai
Tujhe Chaahon Jaisa Hai Tu
Mujhe Tere Lapat Mein Jalna Rakh Ho Jana Hai
Tu Zakham De Agar, Marham Bhi Aakar Tu Lagaaye
Zakham Mein Bhi Mujhko Pyaar Aaye
Dariya O Dariya, Doobne De Mujhe Dariya
Doobne De Mujhe Dariya
Rehna Tu, Hai Jaisa Tu, Thoda Sa Dard Tu, Thoda Sukun
Rehna Tu, Hai Jaisa Tu..
Dheema Dheema Jhonka, Ya Phir Junoon
(Haath Tham Chalna Ho, To Dono Ke Daye Haath Sang Kaise) – 2
Ek Daaya Hoga, Ek Baaiya Hoga
Thaam Le Haath Yeh Thaam Le, Chalna Hai Sang Tham Le
Rehna Tu, Hai Jaisa Tu, Thoda Sa Dard Tu, Thoda Sukun
Rehna Tu, Hai Jaisa Tu,
Dheema Dheema Jhonka, Ya Phir Junoon
Thoda Sa Reshma, Tu Humdam Thoda Sa Khurdura,
Kabhi Daud Jaye, Ya Lad Jaye, Ya Khushboo Se Bhara
Tujhe Badalna Na Chahoon, Rati Bhar Bhi Sanam
Bina Sajawat Milawat, Na Jyaada Na Hi Kaam
Tujhe Chaahon Jaisa Hai Tu
Mujhe Teri Barish Mein Beegna Hai Ghuljana Hai
Tujhe Chaahon Jaisa Hai Tu
Mujhe Teri Lapat Mein Jalna Rakh Ho Jana Hai
Thanx to Saad Ibrahim for recommending me these songs
Update… 31/01/2009
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Am so Sowiee…
Am Alive and Arrite Alhumdulillah. But been busy with cleaning up the house after all the visitors are gone. The house looks haunted as there are less people comparatively
. Even my younger sister is gone to aunts place for preparations for her boards. So am alone at home all the time as my preparation hols are going on too. The only thing am doing apart from studying a lot is irritating mum and chachi a lot
.
Aapa is doing great and is happy at HER home
. They are still having the after wedding daawats and all. Poor them.
My Pre- Finals start from 19th feb and end just 5 days before my finals. This year am real afraid of Economics hope I crack it.
Still confused between taking Journalism or Islamic banking. Lot of people wants me to go for Journalism me too want to do that. Lets see what will happen from 4 months from now.
..
And we [as in Mum, Me & the Younger one] are planning to visit dad this year during our summer vacation and perform Umrah Inshallah
. Hope everything will happen soon Inshallah.
So thats all for now. Have to get back studying.
Take care…
Mariyas..
